zexystud

2008-12-23T17:08:00.002+08:00

Life - it's all about balance. Spend time with your loved ones, but not always the same ones. Get what I'm saying? Yeah well. It's been ages since I last hung out with Diy, and Carine keeps calling me when I'm sleeping. Hahaha! But somehow it feels :) to be called upon, you know you know!

The thing about love

2008-12-22T13:13:00.002+08:00

I didn't see it coming. And when it came, I don't ever want to let go.

I'll see you on Wednesday, hun. I'll make you blush again.

2008-12-22T08:56:00.002+08:00

There's nothing more I could possibly ask for.

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
We need to link up right now now now

Hehhehe. Mine and his mum's current fave song.

2008-12-20T11:11:00.004+08:00

It felt good to be back at KC for a while. Just 15minutes, but still, pretty awesome. Glad that we decided on cycling that day, and at our usual meet-up place from before. Sighs.

:)

Man, I haven't seen that guy at Tampines MRT play the guitar for like, monthsss! And he always plays Peterpan/Ungu songs, and tonight it was demi waktu!! :D Aaah.... Memories galore!!!

2008-12-12T13:31:00.001+08:00

A life made of memories ,gone so young

2008-12-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

They can't steal our love tonight

2008-12-12T10:51:00.002+08:00

Blew off studying after the MCT paper yesterday to get some chillak-a lovin'. Went all the way to Jurong East for FUN, and then headed down to Marina Square. By 9, I was already crashing from the lack of sleep. OMG lah.You all holiday-ing, can lah! Hahaha! So yes, home it was for me! And then i literally crashed to the floor before dialling his digits. Sighs

2008-12-11T07:06:00.001+08:00

So over it

2008-12-04T10:32:00.001+08:00

Off to send another aunt at the airport for the Haj :)

2008-12-04T10:21:00.002+08:00

Izzah still owes me kenduri/airport pics. :) So, no pics just as yet.
Airport on Monday night/Tuesday morning. Cousins all crapping away, as usual
Free food, as usual.

Tues - Class all the way till 6. So the tired, sey!
Wed - MCT, home to sleeeeep, Pub Speaking. BEST :D, then Prime for dadih and CS for my hello panda. Heee.
Today - Airport, school, night study with the usual people :)

Can't wait for tmr!! It's a FRIDAY!! Yay! :)

2008-11-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

He is just full of surprises.

Saya sayang awak

♥

2008-11-28T08:53:00.005+08:00

1) Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
At camp. At Jurong. Too far awayyyy

2) Are you waiting for something?
I'm always waiting. For the next 1.5 years

3) What were you doing at ten last night?
On the phone with T

4) Did you cry today?
It's too early to cry

5) Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
No way.

6) Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
NOPE

7) Can you sleep in jeans?
No.. I'll take them off halfway

8) What can't you wait for?
The Holidaysssssss

9) When was the last time you told someone you loved them and meant it?
Last niiightttt

10) Are you good at giving advice?
IDK.. Maybe?

11) Are you good at giving directions?
HAHA Not really

13) What is your favourite shake?
strawberry!!!

14) What movie are you waiting for?
TWILIGHT! (which im gonna make the bf watch with me)

15) Do you want to live with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
YES PLEASE!!!! Hahaha!

16) What song do you listen to to feel happy?
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

17) Garfield or Mickey Mouse?
Oh Mickey you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind!!!

18) In a week, how many times do you go online?
every single day

19) What are you listening to right now?
the noisy keyboard

20) Complete this sentence: THE WORLD NEEDS...
to start lovin'

21) What was the last thing you ate?
all the goreng-goreng stuff yesterday. HAHA

22) Something happened today?
yeah. I woke up.

23) Have you kissed someone on the lips in the past week?
I don't kiss and tell. But yeah. HAHAHHAA!

24) Where is your sister/brother right now?
Diana: chalet. Nural: room

25) If your ex called right now and said they wanted you back, what would you say?
HAHA. Funny ah

26) Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Nural. Asking her to get an external harddisk asap!!

27) Have you ever done something with someone when they were high?
Done what..?

28) Do you have friends?
I think so.

29) Have you ever been out past curfew?
Yeah yeah whatever

30) In the past week, have you felt sad?
sighs.. yeah..

31) What were you doing at 9am this morning?
HAHA! It's not even 9 yet!

32) Is your room clean?
Define clean

33) Who was the last person you threw out of your life?
HMM...

34) In the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to the most?
A holiday in March, maybe?

35) Have you ever told someone you love them?
YES

36) Did you have a good day yesterday?
YEAH! CPR in the morning! Photos photos! And talking so damn much! Hahahhaa

37) How many hours did you sleep last night?
IDK. Slept at 10.30, woke up at 8.30

38) In the past week, have you felt stupid?
Let's ask the boyfriend, shall we?

39) In the past week, have you gotten sick?
Almost, but nooo! YAY!

I'll wait for you to come back to me

2008-11-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

The whole I-miss-Taufiq thing didn't occur to me, until I read his blog. I mean, yeah it's inevitable that I do whenever he's not around, but not to the extent that I'm feeling now. Sighs.. Now I'm damn depressed. Haha! Nolah.. Just gotta wait 2 weeks, and when he goes overseas for 3weeks at a time.. Well, I'll still have the girls, the chillak-a and other people around me to take my mind off missing him.

I've told him a million times that I tend to avoid people in school until they look up and acknowledge me ,first. But I've made few exceptions. Whenever I see my favourite bunch of juniors, I'm so happy to see them! And some of his friends in school as well.. And there are those who I'm just glad to see. You know, you know!!

OK I'm rambling.

Tonight was great ,with ahMinah and minaaaa :D If we were to walk to Lagoon, I will friggin curse and swear each step I made. Haha. So let's just be content with a cheeseburger and the extra pickles I got from them, and the LARGE belgian chocolate (milk base) that ahMinah Ria Raziany Razak got and we kapoh-ed like mad. YAY! Ok. Me lah me lah. Haha whatever.

2008-11-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

Take a step back and look at Dian as she struggles to get her mac and cheese. :)

Ah touch pimple summore!

Hee...... :)

AhMinah Razak who went to kampung and just got back. PFFT.

Bestie MK eating the same thing as me, alwayssssss

Just wanna put this up for memory's sake.. The picture's that's in both our wallets.. The day when.. ♥

2008-11-24T09:37:00.002+08:00

My Friday was spent in school cos of minaaaaaaa and her "i wanna experiment on ur hair!" so I just layan her. Bumped into 4 idiots at the library. I thought my hair was cool, yo! Yay thanks! So then we almost headed to Bugis but I changed my mind at the last minutes, so Parkway it was! :) Tawaf a while, and at 5, I wanted to go home. Wah. Damn tiring sia. So yeah, home, meet bf, half bbq chicken with rice + peach tea!!!!!(new addiction lah!), sim lim, and then, home again.

Saturday, my perangai, nak breakfast at ecp. Got a freeeee drink from coffeebean! Hahaha! :DD slacked,then home early.

Sunday, Md Taufiq is sick. I know he hates the flu, but what to doooooo.... Get well soon, baby! Im gonna see him TOMORROW cos he's gonna POP and and and hehehehe :)))

2008-11-21T02:03:00.003+08:00

I'm hungry! Despite eating at 9pm with Dawn ah lian. Sliced fish soup with glass noodles yum yum!!!! I want mango cake!!!!!!

I want I want I want...

Hmm like what Fang always says these days..

"I WANT A BOYFRIEND!"

"I WANT STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE!"

oi what else u want ah? hehheehe.

2008-11-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

It's getting hard, to just be. This very existence. Put yourself in my shoes. Step out, and judge. It's bad enough that I'm in school. And he's not there to give me the strength I need to just pull through. Today, I felt something that I know I shouldn't have. I felt quite ashamed of myself. I know she saw me, but she just passed by without even looking up, without even peeling her eyes off the floor as she walked past. I know I shouldn't be bothered, because in the first place, she's just someone I knew from school. Not really a friend, not really an enemy either. Before, she would always smile in acknowledgement. But now I'm being totally ignored? I wanted to smile at her, because I like her.
Just because.. Yeah well.. People. They change their perception of others without knowing the full story.

2008-11-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

Ria likes tight fitting t-shirt ,skinnies wearing guys. With hamburger face. (sushi din!)
Dian likes tall dark and handsome. (sheik!)
I like tall(er), sepet eyes and small moles on the face. Hee (Md Taufiq!)

2008-11-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

Thursday was gooooooood!

-Tutorial/Lab with Dr.Ravi is always fun. Cos all we do is just copyyyyy..... and then Go off.

-Released half an hour early, so ate at Breadboard! and saw my new friend (hello you, the one who wore a Maroon polo tee!) and just when I was about to approach him, I saw him put a pack of ciggs in his back pocket and going to the not-so-secret smoking place at the canteen. I was like, ok nvmmmm!

-Bestie! I ate the same thing we ate last Thursday! Cos I'd missed you laaaa! No fun eating the egg alone. Summore there were TWO left. Hais....

-Lect was too boring. I kept laughing and disturbing Siti Kaypoh! and was talking to everyone surrounding me. Hehehe. And Grace and KK were such asses, making fun of me. They looked RIDICULOUS, i tell you!

-Lunch break was spent studying for CKTSIG quiz with Fang and Tinnker. Ok Tinnker was sleeping. Fang and I felt like dying after just 1/2 hr of studying, and gave up. Hahah

-Bioinfo and MCT lect... Hmm.. Whatever. Just that I had fun editing Siti Kaypoh's ORGCOM draft. Macam cikgu lah, akuu!

-CKTSIG quiz was really do-able! Thank Syazia for the calculator! I wouldn't need one if I knew how to calculate 2oLog(smth).

-OOH!!! Fang's gonna give me a pop-art camera or whatever it's called!!!!! I was damn excited lah! Hahahaha! WTH! YAY! Coolshite!!

-Tutorial - again, copy things down. And we cld've left at 5 but Fang wanted to test her circuit, so Okay lor.. Stayed there until 6. I was just walking ard and eating MK's sour sweet. (I forgot to bring my breadboard. annoying or what)

-After that, me, fang, rathi, elie, tinnker and MK walked from school to our various destinations. I thought that was fun. And the whole time, I was just thinking that that was what Taufiq and I used to do......... Missed him so much at that point of time.

-The gym with the idiot Sarah FANG! It's been monthsss since I've stepped into that place!

-Hehehhee.

-Showered, walked to the inter, waited soooo long for that aunty to decide whether she wanted a drink or not. In the end, she did not. PFFT!

-Oh yah. How come we're so suay that we saw Dr Ravi at the interchange uh? Haiyoooo! Lame or what? "Do you want to have a lesson now?" -___-

-She took her 293, and I went to meet Dawn Ah Lian at Parkway. MRT to Eunos, and then cabbed down.

-I missed her so much lah!!! Ate at Banquet, and chilled at Starbucks! (HEHEHHE. Free eh, freeee! Thanks for the treat, purple lime!!)

-Talked and talked and talked about the goings-on in our lives, until 11!

-We're gonna do this every month :)

-And I'll catch you at S11 on Sunday nights, if I go there ok! :D

-Home, no naggings whatsoever. Probably one of the best days this sem.

2008-11-19T18:58:00.002+08:00

I shall do a Dian and do a cravings post

Half bbq chicken with rice from Techno :)
MANGO CAKE!!! Not those cheapo ones, but those that has the mango slice on top..
Either coffeebean's iced mocha latte or starbucks' ICED caramel macchiato
Hotcakes with sausage breakfast from McD's!!
Beef lasagna from Pizza Hut!!
Bangers&Mash! (hoi simpang ahhh!!!!)
Century egg porridge!!!! *with lots and lots of century egg!!*
RITEZ PIZZA! Omg....
BK's mushroom swiss.......
Geylang chicken rice!!!
Yishun Ramly! DIANNNNNNN!!!!!!!

2008-11-19T14:33:00.001+08:00

I swear I'm still melting and falling in love all over again with Muhammad Taufiq bin Zulkefly!!!!!

Sighs. To be young and in love..
That's the best feeling ever..

2008-11-16T20:56:00.001+08:00

Thursday night/ Friday - Diarrhoea
Sunday - GASTRIC

If i were a boy

2008-11-12T20:47:00.001+08:00

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you'll wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

A song I've been searching for ever since I first saw the video with the boyfriend. Sighs.

Picture Post!

2008-11-11T20:36:00.004+08:00

Ria and Junnehhh during our mini jalan raya :)

Farhana and Royston. At camp. During my station. :)

My boyfriend sent me to Bukit Panjang to spend more time with me before he booked in. Hehhe

Grace watching BLEACH. *rolling my eyes*

Two jokers during class.

Hello hello hello hello hello HI! :)

KIDS

They are extremely happy children.

LONG TIME NO SEE LAH CARINE LEONG LAI MUN

Annoying people who wants to eat WHITE carrot cake. Hmmph. And tahu telur tahu telur.

Something to do with Zero and Pole. Haha.

:)

2008-11-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

I Love this man with all my heart.

2008-10-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

Dear H -

Hey buddy, why do you look so sad? I could see it in your eyes. What are you hiding from me and everyone around you? You can smile and say nothing's wrong, but you can't hide from me. Like I said, I know you. I'm here for you. You can always depend on me - and you know it. I guess I won't press you into telling me.. But if I have to gaze into those eyes again.. Well.. It affects me indirectly.. Sighs..

Always here.

Love,
S

2008-10-30T07:48:00.002+08:00

When I'm out of my misery, I will

a) change my sheets
b) eat lots and lots of ice cream
c) eat all the food that i've been craving for.
d) drink ice cold peach tea. yum
e) do alot alot alot of things to the bf

yeah that's pretty much it. :)

2008-10-21T20:58:00.001+08:00

Lots of Evanescence being played. Sighs

2008-10-20T20:55:00.001+08:00

Baby you're the only one I need here in my life.

What about now?

2008-10-14T13:55:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged:-Luppi Luppi Luppi!
2. Your relationship with him/her is:-Cousin cousin cousin!
3. Your five impressions of him/her:
a. Idiot! b. cannot make it! c. Troublemaker! d. selfless e. good boy!! :D :D
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:- Staying up, just talking and talking.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:- Haha. alot ah, just that I forgot hehheh!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:- just die. Then Taufiq how?
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:- -_____-
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:- be very very very sad.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:- hmm idk. how does family become enemy?
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:- treat him to something at coffeebean/starbucks cos i always ask him to treat me. Heh.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:-crazy moodswing girl
13. The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself are:- :D :D
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:- eh alot, but i tell for what!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:- like my mummyy!
16. For people who cares about and likes you, say something to them:- Thanks for always being there for when I need someone to talk to :)

Haha i decided to leave out the rest ah cos very leceh omg lah! :DD

Save tonight

2008-10-11T13:43:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow comes with one desire -
to take me away.

It ain't easy to say goodbye
darling please don't start to cry.

'Cause girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn

Come tomorrow,
Tomorrow I'll be gone

♥

2008-10-08T09:28:00.003+08:00

Before

AFTER! Hahaha

Family portrait :) I gotta stop slouching, yo!

Back at my place. I'm the only pretty one here

The girls girls girls!

Helloooooo

All of us are here this year. Best Raya yet! :))

Sarah, Fatin, Dianaaa

He'll always have my back.

Snuff

2008-10-08T09:27:00.000+08:00

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago
It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know…

Cherry on top

2008-10-03T13:40:00.004+08:00

I'm sick. Fever/sore throat. Slept without any fans on, and had my blanket around me. Woke up at 5 in the AM and forced myself to take a cold shower. Sighs. OK. I want to ICE myself right now. Byeeee My bruises are really ugly.

2008-10-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am, wanting you anyway.
Fear means I have something to lose - and I don't want to lose you.

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2008-10-02T15:09:00.002+08:00

Whole day yesterday, was damn tiring. Because on malam Raya, we went to GEY-LANGGGGG! And I reached home at ard 3+. Woke up at 9, did the usual stuffs, went to Wak Leng's, slacked, went home, slept, and had the usual people over :D
Enjoyable time, because all of nyayi's cucu were present, all 12 of us. Hehheh
Pictures up when I get 'em from Imran
Thank God there are people I can count on. Fullstop.

Personally,

2008-09-25T07:18:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Eh, it's like 80% true, sey!!

Before I met you..

2008-09-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Needta get out of the house but I can't, not until Saturday. So for the time being, I'll be on Facebook. And Skype. And some random websites where I watch my shows. And my email, where I check on my Facebook. Heh. I'm no addict, I'm just bored.

6 days left to fast. Oh my, that's fast. (heh!)

And oh yeah, I better make October 11th free. Shopping before school starts. I miss the girls. :/

And I miss chillak-a

and Feeza-ass

and Zarifah Adilah

and of course, the matair.

But what's a girl to do, eyh?

2008-09-22T22:42:00.001+08:00

He knows me all too well.. Not gonna sleep early, definitely :)

Today.

2008-09-18T22:33:00.004+08:00

The songs on my top 10 list (except Broken) were played/sung just now while waiting - for damn blooody long, please!

I want to go to Geylang with the boyfriend for the last time tomorrow.......... (HELLO LAYAN ME, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!) Sayang awak banyak2!!

they're coming!

2008-09-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

24th October: Avenged Sevenfold

Haha.

I just can't stop

2008-09-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

Listen to Ne-Yo's Closer. ;)

Family ties

2008-09-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

imran says:
eh mesti ah
imran says:
aku cousin kau
imran says:
mesti aku side ngan kau
imran says:
hahahaha

Thanks, idiot! :) Still my cousin, what, in the end. Nothing more, nothing less.

Jimmy Wayne

2008-09-13T17:26:00.008+08:00

Tell me what else can I do

Tell me what else can I say

The closer that I get to you

The further you push me away

Till I don't know where to go

And I dont know why I stay

Do you even care

Or am I some little game you play?

Are you ever gonna need me

Like I need you?

Are you ever gonna want me

The way I want you to?

I know that you love me

I know deep down you do

But are you ever gonna love me

The way I love you?

I never know how you feel

I can't read your mind

I just keep waiting

Am I just wasting time?

Mummy, mummy, pleaseeeee!

2008-09-13T12:35:00.004+08:00

Who doesn't love an iPod? :)
$248 for 8GB. Muahaha. Temptinggg!

when i'm with you

2008-09-12T00:31:00.004+08:00

Saya sayang matair saya banyak2!!!!!!!!! Terima kasih, awaaaak!

When I'm with you, I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you, whenever you're not around
When I kiss you, I still get butterflies
Years from now, I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Gah, his POP on Tues was hmmm interesting but he was daaaaamn smelly omg! Hahaha!

Camp was really omg ! I dunno what to say. We went walk walk at Geylang and had my favourite chicken rice for buka!

Nervous. Weak knees. <3

Simpangggg!!!!! and then, GEYLANGGG again!

I love my boyfriend

My 10 Favourite Songs of all time

2008-09-08T16:24:00.008+08:00

1. Nickelback - Far Away
2. Lifehouse - Blind
3. 3 Doors Down - Here Without You
4.The Afters - Beautiful Love
5. Radiohead - Creep
6. Seether, Amy Lee - Broken
7. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
8. Blink 182 - I Miss You
9. Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had
10. Alicia Keys - No One

I requested for Far Away to be played on the guitar. For the first time, and at our first try, we could do it perfectly. :)

Remembering Sunday

2008-09-08T10:39:00.002+08:00

Long day spent with sepet eyes, yesterday. Ok not really, for ~~1hr~~ 2hrs, he knocked out, leaving me annoyed and lonesome. And I was mentally kicking myself for finishing my book so fast. It got better, though, his arms around me, and walking around with his hands permanently attached to mine (Omg you're soooo corny.. Stop it eh Sayang!) and then he lay again with his head on my lap and me playing with his hair, or the lack thereof.

God, I live for days like these.

And now, I can't wait for the days to come.

I love Lifehouse

2008-09-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

Just got their acoustic songs off somewhere. :)

of birthdays and such

2008-09-04T17:18:00.005+08:00

Turning a year older may not seem like a big deal to some, but to others, it's one huge-ass deal. When you're 13, you're a big shot teenager. When you turn sweet 16 in Singapore, you get to watch.. NC-16 movies - which is pretty lame, actually. At 18, you get away with almost anything. Alcohol, ciggarettes, enter clubs, and you can apply for all sorts of licenses. 21 = freedom to some. You legally turn into an adult; you are responsible for your own self.

In short, we all grow up. One year older, but does it really mean you're a year wiser?

Sometimes, people change for the better, yet, some people just refuse to. Some people can't wait to grow up. Some don't want to.

Birthdays-
A day to remember the hours of labour a mother was in, just to have her baby in her hands.
A day to thank God, for giving you life.

And so, I'm eternally grateful to Him, for giving life to Muhammad Taufiq 20 years ago, on a Sunday.

Happy birthday, Sayang!

i'm yours

I'm still missing you

2008-08-29T09:31:00.006+08:00

List of people I miss:
FEEZA my minah pantat round2.
Zarifah Adilah Bte Zainol.
Dawn.Ah.Lian
chillak-a.blogspot.com (always)
404 2006.
stx.
Erin
The girls. I predict that the next time I see them will be when the new sem begins.

md. taufiq

List of things I miss doing:
CYCLING!
gym gym gym!
exploring new places (either accidentally or by default) with the gang.
chillak-ing
Daily parkway after school cycle
98.7FM in the art room.
studying at the airport
deep meaningful heart-to-heart talks
hanging out with the people I used to hang with back in sec4 days.
late night/early morning chats with ZAZ! *hello I mention your name twice in one entry still don't believe i miss you issit!*

Relient K

2008-08-29T07:46:00.001+08:00

I always knew I'd find someone
I never dreamt it'd be like this

Cause you've surpassed
All that I'd hoped for and ever wished

And I'm trying so hard
With all my heart and mind
To make your life as good as you've made mine

♥

The Best Thing

angels or devils

2008-08-25T19:56:00.002+08:00

I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you

-I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

Dear H,

2008-08-21T10:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you have to follow your head instead of your heart. Because it's the most logical thing to do, isn't it?

You can't have it both ways. You have to choose. Be with that someone but not be with him/her physically, or just letting him/her go. Love isn't selfish, so don't be. Don't hurt yourself by hurting him/her.

It's up to you to make that choice.

-S

sacrifice

2008-08-02T09:05:00.003+08:00

Because of this one subject called Medeln, I.have.no.time.to.study. Blardy shite. Why do I get all emotional at every sem because of one subject? Gah. Bodoh, bodoh!

Anyway, I think I'll only come out of hibernation on 27th August, 11.30 am. :)

Finch

2008-07-31T07:13:00.003+08:00

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again

These letters to you aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Letters To You

Haven't heard this song in soooooo long, that it's becoming addictive again. Music is the only thing that's helping me survive the day

2 more days

2008-07-24T00:29:00.003+08:00

I feel so out of touch with the world. Wonder how everyone's doing. Hel-loooo! I met the unexpected just now - DIY! :) - in an unexpected place - bus 8. Because Law ended an hour early and because I already had my lunch so I didn't meet up with Dian. Finally, a chillak-a face.

Anyway, all distractions that have since pulled me away from reality is over. Wedding, over. Family meetings, over. Just gotta keep up with my work. And stop skipping lectures.

Alright, The boyfriend was in a better mood just now. He was laughing and we actually had a decent conversation. The past few days had taken its toll on him, and I was then affected by it. Gah. Miss him. It's been the longest 2 weeks.

I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long

‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

I’d give it allI
I’d give for us
Give anything
but I won’t give up

stringing unrelated sentences together

2008-07-22T01:01:00.002+08:00

Hey-looooooo! :) I'm baack from the dead. Muahaha! Been busy.. Medeln assignments = pain the ass, until I really tak nak buat!! Shopping online, telling everyone that the 25th/26th is coming, The Dark Knight, maternal cousins, paternal cousins/relatives, 4-day wedding affair, late night/early morning msn chats, getting the cold shoulder for running away from duty, Paris at night, coffeebean(2 hot choc + 1 caramel latte in a span of 3 days.), redbull, Redbull, REDBULL, list of things to do/buy, reflections and reflections, happy times, getting pissed at adults, staying over at Lutfi's which was damn last minute, getting present for the new aunt, family meetings, falling asleep at every chance, seeing the same guy in sch/outside sch each time i wear my turquoise shirt, some of my relatives know of my current status, listening to this is home and tearing up, missing the chillak-a, missing the boyfriend, getting distracted at forever21.com ,wetseal.com, etc etc, blah blah blah. :)

I'll update with proper sentences when I'm not doing my breadboard/studying for molgen/netfund ok alright seeya!

<3 Shopping

2008-07-14T21:48:00.003+08:00

It's Monday. Can't believe it. No Monday blues because I went.. SHOPPING with the girls. Wahhaaha. Cannot tahan...! No more, no moree....For the month of July.. One or two items, can lah.. But today.. HAHAHA! I still can't believe it.

Oh yah !Newurbanmale has this shirt that says, "I declared myself Mr Chilaka." Like huh! Coincidence? Hmm.....!

Havaianas bought. :)

wishlist

2008-07-11T13:41:00.006+08:00

Fossil watch - $160
Phone + line - $200

Plain dark blue/black Havaianas - $26.90
grey+lime green Nike zoom - $139
Topman wallet - $23
The Kite Runner - $18
The Time Traveler's Wife - $22.90

Gahahaa. :) I WILL get these. Something to get me through my days.

Tired

2008-07-11T00:55:00.003+08:00

I miss the chillak-a alot. At a time when I need them the most.. Sighs. I know they're there, but I'm not. Too busy with all these school stuff, that I NEED a break. Just see them; go chillak.. When was the last time I saw them? :( It's so rare that I go to our blog as it is, that when I go, I see entries, and then it's like, deng! I'm not there, yo! I told myself I wouldn't MIA, but that's like, empty promises already. since I AM mia-ing. Grr.

Gah. I'm tired. I just got back from school a 1/2 hr ago. Time check: 1AM. Very good.

Goodbye for now

2008-07-09T08:08:00.003+08:00

So, this is it. The day I've been dreading. But at the same time, I'm sure I'll be alright. It's just 2 weeks. Pejam celik, pejam celik, it's done.

Muhammad Taufiq, I love you. :))

At least I know there'll be something good to look forward to during the weekends.

I feel alive when you're beside me.

Impulse Blogging

2008-07-03T03:46:00.003+08:00

What time is it? Gah. I went offline at 1, attempted to sleep for like 5 minutes. Got up, made coffee, and did the rest of my work. It's almost 4. I'm sleepy already. There's debate in 12hrs time. My soldering is screwed. The copper can't go off. The donuts came off. I want to sleep. byeee

Crazy for you

2008-07-02T13:56:00.002+08:00

I want those butterflies in my stomach whenever I see him. Heh. I think I'm going crazy.

Get well

2008-07-01T08:58:00.002+08:00

I hate being sick but at the same time I love the fact that the boyfriend takes care of me. Gahaha. Corny shit.

Dinner with friends

2008-06-29T01:21:00.003+08:00

Gah! Hp battery died. Can't find a single charger. Whatever,yo! I'm too busy doing Molgen. Hahackz!

Anyway, good good chillak session just now! Cookies from Marks&Spencer which was opened right after we paid. Tak tau sabar, tau! Haha!
Dinner at hawker, and then, aiyo, you guys can get me the two Alter Bridge albums... Gramophone has them.. Haha Okay3?
Shared Belgian Chocolate with milk base, which was shiok giler. :)

Chilled at macs while the kids ate. Gah. The future is scary! Deng, I know that if i do that right after I graduate from Poly, it's for the sake of the $$, and not the passion just yet. Oh we'll see.. And then I just HAD to embarrass myself about the bond thingg. Kiwak.. My face was so cramp lah.. thanks heh!!

Left at 10.15. I Reached Home. At. Eleven. Chee the bus services at Eunos....!!

Alright..
Next time I'll be meeting the lovely people I met just now: Saturday..!! Flea flea flea!! Hahackz!

Back again

2008-06-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

:D Heh heh..

Meredith

2008-05-28T07:35:00.004+08:00

There’s a clarity thing when you cross over the edge. There’s a moment when everything just melts away and you’re fearless.

Vertical Horizon

2008-05-27T06:50:00.003+08:00

Well it's not so bad.. You're only the best I ever had.

The weekend

2008-05-25T19:06:00.006+08:00

"Happening" weekend, when term tests are just next week. Heh. I have papers on all 5 days, at 3.30-4.30pm. Yup, even on the Friday. Basketball!!!

Ok, back to my weekend: It was (:

I know SOME people just can't wait to get their hands on the pictures: click on the link that says "memories". Thank you very nice.

Saturday, went to Parkway with my sisters, met the boyfriend in the bus, terserempak with Evelyn. Haha. Still the same lah she! (: I left the sisters, and we went to Marina/Suntec area. Ran because the sun won't wait for us. Couldn't see the sun set. Deng..

The best things in life are free (:

Where you lead, I will follow.. ♥

livejournal.com

2008-05-24T07:14:00.004+08:00

I'm tired. I want to shop (GREAT SINGAPORE SALE, YO!). I need to unwind. I want my alone time. I want to mengehang with the gang (Rann, June and Ria having holidays already! !!!) I want I want I want. Urgh. I need to study, shit......!

Arghhh!! Term tests are coming! :/

Shitty feeling, go away!! It's like art room feeling but 10 times worse.

idk ah.........!

frustratinggggg

I'm gonna revert back to LJ again, like soooon! blogger was nice while it lasted.

Kinder Bueno

2008-05-23T07:23:00.002+08:00

I'm getting SICK of chocolates!!! :D Bagus, sarah, BAGUS!!

Graduation Day (for him)

2008-05-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

He looked so fucking hot today omg! *melts* hahaha okay only when he was in his formal.

it was candid. hot, kan? ((:

sarah ♥ taufiq

Anyway, I'm so damn fricking proud of him, and I was so happy that I gave him excess of what I normally give until he went like, "ok enough, enough!" . Heh. ;)
Won't happen again, duuuude!

Ah, today was eating day! Sugar overload, I swear..! 2 Snickers, 1 Kinder Bueno, slice of cake from itas, PLUS I ate rice again this week. Must be his influence.. *rolls eyes*

But I needed it lah, was soo tired during MOLGEN, and then I slept until I drooled (OMG what's with me and drooling when I fall asleep these days!) on my hand during maths lect. I was quite awake during BIOPHYSICS . That never happens, yo!

Okie, can't wait for tmr! But the blaaardy thing at 12pm is such a spoiler! and I still have to do the damn circuitCAM in SCHOOL before that. cheeeee-ken backside. They're meeting at 9.30, I think I'll go later, like waaay later, since I'm accompanying him to the ICA building..

MK's birthday party tmr. Theme: NERDS.

Ellen

2008-05-22T06:46:00.005+08:00

Wednesday! (: Stayed in school after law to take picture2 with ZARIFAH ADILAH BTE ZAINOL, as promised. *cis cake!, she was wearing ELLEN clothes underneath her GOWN! but the shoes... cool ah eh! Not something Ellen would use, though HAHA! :D :D*

Chey, dah graduate sey! Mine,wait long long !

Terserempak with Feeq and Antonio! Wahahah! Dah lama tak jumpa! (:

shy lah konon!

YAY! Haven't taken pics with her in a longggggg time!

WHATEVER EH HARRY POTTER!

Classic face, forever and ever, man! (:

Anw, congratulations, yo!

Today, it's his turn!! :)))

We love the East Coast

2008-05-20T07:15:00.004+08:00

Oh boy, yesterday was one of those (: (: days! First, I see Razak's parents instead of her. Sheesh!! Decided to have our breakfast at ECP, so I bought prata. By the time we reached the beach, it was what time alr? Rented bike from 11.35-1.35.. Ah.. As usual, to Bedok Jetty, on the way, reminiscing the old times and old places

Sat there, and emo-ed with Secondhand Serenade (thanks heh!) and a bit of 3 Doors Down. The sun was directly above us, lah! And.. we got burned. Bodoh!

Kami berkawan sejak darjah satu!

"OMG WHY MY FOREHEAD SO SHINY!! LOL"

Returned bikes, slacked at Macs for air con, got a big gulp and walked to the 36 bus stop. Changed at the airport, studied at Burger King with fries and hershey's sundae pie, and then, RANDOMLY decided to go to.. Mustafa..

Managed to get the price of my watch. I want to get it before my birthday, ah.. I have some $ in the bank, (IF ONLY DIANA BTE ADNAN DIDN'T TAKE $30 FROM ME YET AH.. IT WOULD TAKE A MUCH SHORTER TIME TO GET IT) so yeah, can.. And and and I'm excited for her to get her camera, sey! (:

Ok, then the usual place for dinner (we were fricking budget lah!), 65 home. Waited for her 55 at my place there, and then.. home by 2145hrs. Body aching. LOL. Kental lah..!

Overall, had fun, managed to get our work done (aka I finally understood Biophysics, she managed to do a few essays), and have plans for Wednesday. Baik ah!! :DD

The 'rents are back, the 'rents are back!

2008-05-19T08:23:00.003+08:00

1)I was late to meet them at the airport. :(
2)They waited, and the initial plan was to eat there together but once my dad heard sambal tumis telur, (+ RICE), they went home to eat. Sheesh (kebab) - yeah they had lots of them over there.
3)Popeye's with him and the sisters. They used my stuff again. Blardy hell! HAH!
4)TM for his milkshake + toy's R us
5) :)
6) HOME!
7) Jumped on my mama to hug her when I saw her
8) Talk2 for sooooooo long, asked about my jacket, told her about the sign i wanted to make for her when she came back (she laugheddd like siao. haha!), saw the bags; cool ah, not bad.
9) Bathed
10)Continued talking when I was still just in my towel. LOL
11)Dropped hints about him
12)ASKED HER ABOUT GOING TO RIA'S KAMPUNG THIS JUNE AND SHE APPROVED, JUST THAT I HAVE TO ASK MY DAD! (when he's in a good mood. which means, i think for 2 weeks i'll go to school, and come home immediately, and do more housework and water his plants haha!)

Okie, it's 8.34. I haven't bathed yet, and am supposed to meet ria at 9. Msged her when I woke up, asking if she's already up ,but so far, no reply yet. hmm... i take my time eh, AhMinah? :)

Anw, have a great day at work today, duuuude! Sarah ♥ you

TGIS

2008-05-17T16:10:00.004+08:00

THANKS HEH RIA RAZIANY RAZAK... ANAK DARA WAKE UP AT 2PM!!
Ape sey!

Ok nvm, at least we're meeting for dinner later. Finally...!!! East Coast(: heh heh.

East Coast East Coast East Coast! (:

3 doors down - 3 doors down

2008-05-17T08:27:00.004+08:00

I'm loving the new 3 Doors Down album. Siape nak, sila beli sendiri. haha! Fave song: Your Arms Feel Like Home

I think i've walked too close to love
And now i'm falling in
Theres so many things this weary soul can't take
Maybe you just caught me by surprise
The first time that i looked into your eyes

There's a life inside of me
That i can feel again
It's the only thing that takes me
Where i've never been
I don't care if i lost everything that i have known
It don't matter where i lay my head tonight
Your arms feel like home
Feel like home

This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be
But i can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me
I know we both see these changes now
I know we both understand somehow

Score

2008-05-16T09:43:00.003+08:00

Duuuuuuuude you saw THAT side of me! HAHAHA! I was fricking high like a shit laaa! (: So now you know, eh?

And uh huh I'm good, aren't I? I know I am.. For your sake, I won't write about it here..

Let's just say: Taufiq - 547343 Sarah - 1!

ONE leh! ONE! It's a start.. I learned from the best.

:D

Baby pictures

2008-05-14T07:44:00.003+08:00

When Nural turned 4

She was teaching me how to ride, but now, I can cycle and she can't. LOL

I miss my mama.. Ma.. no food at home leh.. ):

(:

Littlest things

2008-05-14T00:19:00.005+08:00

I got three of my favourite things today:

Caramel Macchiato

Chocolate of a Thousand Leaves cake (thanks, hun!),

and of course.. him.. (: HAHA. ok LOL corny shite, no no, i was walking ard and zomg SALE! so i bought stuffs..

:D :D
Girls, pe.. Got money (for now), spend spend spend! Haha! I swear, I have to break my coins bank some time soon,yo!

bumped into Junaidah Lio at starbucks!She had been studying for 3hrs sia.. crazy ass! OIT SEE U SOON LAH EH! oh yah, and Kak Nura also! So long since I last saw her....

Heh..

ok..
studied, met him, chilled.. called/msged random ppl cos he said smth in Mandarin that i didn't know, and he refused to tell me, so i asked ppl, immediately! LOL. thanks heh... (:

♥

Love songs

2008-05-13T01:14:00.004+08:00

Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
'cause time has a habit of slipping away

Out on a clear blue sky,
when lighting strikes on a sunny day,
just take me in and keep me from the rain,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you

To you: I'll try a lot harder. Actions speak louder than words, I'm aware of that, and because of this, I want to prove to you that I can.. Just wait a little, okay?


I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

♥ ,Sarah

Sentosa

2008-05-11T06:53:00.004+08:00

=.. Hmm.. I saw Lutfi there! at Siloso! Sheesh!

Okay, so I was with him the whole time. We walked to his favourite spot, took a break for his pedas like hell sandwiches(tom yum tuna is better, yo! right, chillak-a?!!) + my PINK AND GREEN biscuits

We dropped by Coffeebean where I bumped into my 03 freshies (Blame Wyman for being so damn blaaardy tall!), and I met his manager.. :) Coool lady, yo! With tropical punch iced tea in hand, we walked to Palawan, where I brought him to my favourite spot. We walked back from there,

Chilled, took our things, walked slowly back to his spot where there was a wedding going on (cool, or what!)) Intended to watch the sunset, but the clouds were blocking the sun.. BOO!Went to Vivo, changed, and chilled at Level3.

Bought my sister's chocolate, and his chicken rice, and we met up with the rest of the group after that.. TONE was there, so it was ok.. :D I saw the 03, so I went up to them to play the "errrrrr" game. HAHA I purposely took damn long to think laaa! You all think i dunno how to play, issit! sheesh! and they wanted to play with the FAs, so they came over. Hahackz!

I left with him because he knew I was getting sleepy.. 65 home and I was filled with so many different emotions..

:)

And the most touching thing he did was to call me up at 6.30 because he knew I was quite angry at myself for not being able to wake up on time on Friday. ♥

I will not die, I'll wait here for you. I feel alive, when you're beside me.

And I just wanna Thank You.. For giving me the best day of my life.
Just to be with you, is having the best day of my life...

co-organiser

2008-05-10T08:52:00.004+08:00

BIE FRESHMAN GATHERING: COOLEST SHITE EVERRRR!!

Came to school at 10.30, meeting at the clubroom, guitar playing, preparations, collect lunch, blah blah blah, get ready.. Registration took longer than expected, but it's okay.

I wasn't in charge of any stations, so I was walking/running from engine to SAA and back to take pictures.

Didn't intend to get wet at the Final Clash, but because I have such nice friends, I got it a little.. THANKS! Went upstairs with him to see the kids from on top, and I was so happy that the Freshies were having so much fun! :D

Went back downstairs to just sit down, but was called to the playing area, so I went, slid, and kena sabo-ed like siao. CHEE~!! I was DRENCHED from head to toe so I came up to him, and he got wet a little.. and then, got a little more from Jing Ling, because I was holding on to him so that he wouldn't run! HAHA! :P

Lalala, he went off to change, we distributed t-shirts, packed up, had a mass debrief, followed by our own debrief, slacked a while, changed, slacked again for God knows how long because Hafiz and Khy were playing songs that I knew, and I just had to sing along!

And then at night.. I was really tired, but last night was worth it.. ♥

Because it's nice for someone to tell you what's in your heart
Because I know that someone cares so much, to listen, to encourage me
Because I want to let go of the past - I need to
Because I will try to promise not to do it again, something I could never even say to anyone else.

Because he saw the sparkle.
Because I'm falling..

Linkin Park

2008-05-10T00:26:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

---
THE definition of Amazing. ♥

Back to school

2008-05-09T07:32:00.005+08:00

green and pink, lethal colours for Some

The best friend and i during netfund! haha. nothing better to do eh, best friend? LOL

The green is really damn nice lah!

HAHA! because i didn't want to pay attention during biophysics

Sarah Fang, idiotic cereal-chocolate-stealer being idiotic. HAHA. APE SIA! FREE HAIRDRYER AH??

So yeah,

Everything's good, yo! Great, actually (:

Find Me

2008-05-09T07:21:00.003+08:00

So many nights trying to hide it
But now I stay awake just pleading for more
To think this heart was divided
I'm losing sleep cause I can't ignore

Feeling your touch all around
Peacefully hearing the sound
Of silence around us, so glad we found us this way

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within

Can't get enough of you

I want to be where you are
In times of need I just want you to stay
I leave a note on your car
When I can't find the right words to say

Hearing your voice all around
The last place we're going is down
I'll blindly follow knowing you're leading the way

With you in time
There's nothing else
My life stands still
You are the will that makes me strong
Make me strong
If ever alone in this world I know I'll always

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within
You sleep, here in my arms
Where the world just shuts down for awhile
Blindly, you came to me
Finding peace and belief in this smile
Find some peace and belief in this smile

Can't get enough of you

The Past

2008-05-07T05:48:00.003+08:00

Do you care if I, dont know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight?
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me.
There is..

♥

aiyo.. Ria's entry on chillak-a makes me miss KC and our past a hell lot more laa.. :(

Red=Ria's entry
Green = my input. heh heh

i miss hanging out and 'mengehang' like there's no tmr..
( yeah.. parkway lah, library lah (lol so sec2!), and in sec 4, bedok.. haha! sheesh!)

i miss going to parkway every single day and buying bubble tea.
(loyal customers, sia! i remember the chocolate milk tea phase, and june's disgusting strawberry milk tea!)

i miss standing near the traffic light at PP deciding where we want to eat!
(CLASSIC, OI! every.single.time! haha!)

i miss being so lame and retarded. (not like im not now..haha)
(:P Doesnt apply to me. hahaha!)

i miss lepaking at ECP and sitting at the breakwater catching those little 'molecules!'
(fun times!!! i miss it so! :( )

i miss the morning breakfast in school.
(haha mee goreng!!)

i miss watching movies at dinie's hse.
( :( yeah, man! eh btw, she MSN-ed with me last night inviting us to her place.. whole gang, au!)

i miss baking at Diy's hse!
( hell yeahz!! DIYYY AKU NAK LASAGNA!!)

i miss cycling around spore using rented bikes! haha.
(hahahha! I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT! I still have that scar on my knee when I lost control of my bike and fell outside the dang petrol station at TKGS/TKSS there, and we had practically NO money but somehow you guys managed to come out with just enough to get me a few plasters.. aiyo so touching! haha!)

i miss art room feeling.right dian and sarah..? (muttons in the morning heh.)
(RIGHT, minah razak!!!! "oh i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair.." classic lah siaaaa!)

i miss going to our usual corner at MPH to sleep or (ehm)
(hell yeahz! Borders is so different.. no nice corners to just take one interesting book and flip through it together..)

Sighs..

missing friends

2008-05-06T04:22:00.003+08:00

When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to

Hold on..

HELLO I MISS THE CHILLAK-A!!!!! Let's go out sooooon laaaaa!!!! :/

Secondary School

2008-05-05T22:20:00.007+08:00

Amazing.

Part 2. (:

And im feeling nostalgic tonight, that I... read my archives, on both buriedwreckage and zexystud. emptygreyskies.. not yet ah eh!

Memories from Sec 4 days.. I miss it so damn much!!

Oh yah, today in history: TERSEREMPAK WITH NURDIYANAH BTE ABDULLAH SHAFI'IE (amek kau, full name! hahackz!) after 57490243years! Sheeesh!

When we first2 wore it out, scratch-free, dirt-free, taken at Parkway's bus stop. :)

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After studying at Diy's, we had our candelight dinner. romantic nye....! HAHA! feezaaaa! :D :D

Habis, Razak's bio book! Dah lah the cover page missing, kene vandalised by dinie pulak..! LOL

My mark in the art room!!! for that, i got a 6?? cheeeeee-ken! Siape lagi dapat 6? See picture below.. HAHA! Deng!

Okie, my trip down memory lane ends here, or else i'll just go on and on......(:

2008-05-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

Amazing.

(:

Family Ties

2008-05-03T23:39:00.009+08:00

Today was goood! Met Phat, Luppi and Faheem at Parkway. My sisters went to repair phone (HAH!!) while we chose moooovies at video ezy. 48 to our Grandfather's road.. And remember Monday's entry I made fun of Kental because he was having Nasi Lemak (of all things) there?

Well.. I had it today. But only because Fatsoil's mee soto stall aunty was having PMS and didn't want to cook anymore Mee Soto. Grr!

Moved over to Island Creamery (duh!), and then, an HOUR long bus ride back to the east.. Tampines to be exact.. Urgh..! Crashed at Phat's place, and we watched The Doll Master, half of Mrs Doubtfire (half because we were playing with their new kitten in Phat's/Khairin's room, and alot of fast-forwarding on Sister Act. while having stars pasta for dinner that Khairin whipped up. I'm having a stomachache now. :D

Oh speaking of, she's gonna get her lesen soon lah ok! I'm so jealous! She's got car alr, and in 2 weeks, if she can pass, Motor pulak!!

Anw,

It was pushing 2200hrs, so we left.. Dang if only we could stay over! But noo... Mad class tmr.. sheesh kepeesh!

The Girls..

Lutfi, Sarah; 1990 kids; St Pats vs KC; TP-IIT vs TP-ENG! :D

Toldja it's our grandfather's road!

Island Creamery :)

meow meow (: i like!

Labour Day

2008-05-02T00:20:00.005+08:00

Class outing with 7 people turning up.. It's a start, though! Aku, Fang, Wayne, James, Jun Liang, Ashwini and Khyrul. We made history! Hahaha. Haji Lane for dinner/lunch at Mosi Cafe while watching Miss USA (the food was gooood, leh!), Suntec for IRONMAN! which was cooooooolshite, and then lepak for a while at Esplanade.

All in a day.. Not bad lah eyh!

oh oh oh HAH! Liverpool fans.. HAHAHAHA! Kental..! I haven't msged the kental to gloat yet! 21st May!

Crushing

2008-04-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

Short wednesday. Literally, because it WAS short, and that I terserempak with DIAN at ITAS. Heh heh.. diam2 je lah eh!
and then, bumped into Nessa and Carine (the two idiots who seem so damn free on a wed afternoon!) when I was rushing for law.

Impromptu dinner with June and Razak just now. Impromptu because I didn't know wth minah was msging me about, that I had to call her for confirmation.. Cis! Parkway it was!

Did our thing at Macs, and off we went. Cos we're meeting tmr, and definitely our TGIF! (:

ANNOUNCEMENT: I701 class outing (I still can't get over the fact that we're having one!) tomorrow.. 1.30pm cos class rep says so.. Bugis.. LOL.. Sorry, just have to put it up because we're making history, people! HAHAHA!

and and and Liverpool/Chelsea! Bring it on! (: Haha. since when am I sooooo informed about soccer?? Must be.. the elmo dude(s) who keeps saying Man U will lose against Barca blah blah blah. An jing! (keep quiet!)

Ok, long enough.. SEEYA (:

6th of May, come quick!!!! Haha.. Busted sia.. Oh well... :)

say hello

2008-04-30T07:47:00.004+08:00

After so long....

I finally got down to watching my recorded Ellen :)

And oh yah, say hello to Kental. My point exactly..

i like ice cream,too

2008-04-28T21:59:00.004+08:00

Today felt like sucha long day because of MOLGEN at 8 am, and so, my day went from clear to blue in that 4hrs. Haha. Lunch at ITAS, and was informed of quite disturbing news.. Oh god, that girl has DESPERATE LESBO tattooed on her forehead.. RUN, best friend, run!!....! Hahackz! Oh, I feel mean.. But seriously, these kinda people... Steer clear of them!

Okie dokie, train-ed to DOVER (you owe me big time!), bus-ed to my grandfather's road for nasi lemak LOL lameeee.... and then slacked at Island Creamery!! Caramel bakar is goood! kan kan kan! Explored Serene Centre (IF you can call it that, what with practically all the shops closed?), and then 66 home, where zomg lameness galore! Let's go, T-O go? I was amused.. NOT.

We're soaring, flying.. There's not a star in heaven that we can't reach..

I know the lyrics already! Jom let's sing!! (:

Cool last-minute random day, yo!

Back there

2008-04-27T19:14:00.004+08:00

The first week of school kinda flew by.. Familiar faces,and even more familiar behaviour from the same few people. Ash finally passed me the book that she bought for me! I waited more than a month for it? But thanks, minah chi! I'll pay you back in wang Ringgit. Haha!

Well anyway, all i can say is that i look forward to Fridays and Saturdays with the gang. Because I don't have school on Fridays (: (:

And after yesterday, I don't ever want to touch sausages/mashed potatoes for like.... ever! Lol.. eeeeks! Boycott Simpang on match days! There will be practically NO seats, Your orders will be forgotten HAHA and ppl will make fun of you LOL. Baik ah minah Razak.

Hahackz! Ok, back to school tmr! 8-3 cos there's no Netfund lecture in the afternoon! (: 3 day week, longgg weekend for us!

The Great Decay

2008-04-23T05:41:00.006+08:00

My favourite GSE song

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well you turn when i talk, run when i walk, rise when i fall, burn when i shiver, smile when i frown, go when i come around.

you twist when i shout, in when im out, there when im here, why do i bother?laugh when im down, whine when i make a sound.

it's Sunday, it's Monday.
it's bloody everyday, you got me wanting out the door.
it's something, no it's nothing, yeah it's everything you believe.
you know i've heard it all before.

when im near you, when i need you.
yeah that's when you're furthest away, what would it take to make you stay?
there's someone, there's no one,
well it seems like everyone got to see you yesterday.

yeah it's Sunday, no its Monday.
oh it's everyday you got me wanting out the door.
yeah it's something, no it's nothing.
well, it's everything you know i've heard it all before.
oh yeah i heard it all before.

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credit goes to KNR the shithead for the lyrics

Post WeekZero

2008-04-21T13:03:00.005+08:00

hahackz emokid! not enough sleep!

whoot, the past week has passed so damn quickly, i almost wished it weren't over. my first week zero as an energix.. dang.. my class was great! (full attendance, yo!) baik ah I803!!the FAs, EXs were great, hell, everyone did a great job in trying to make weekzero a success.. (: well, i was really disappointed that engine didn't win, and that the programme was like a shit for the first 2 day but there's always next orientation.. engine will win the war! and we'll make it MORE fun, hopefully! :D

of course, all good things must come to an end, so the next day, without enough sleep, i still went out with the chillak-asss. Almost everything that came out of my mouth were engine cheers. hahahaha!

and then on sunday ,which was yesterday, i fell sick.. i didn't know my fever was thaat high lah. Went to the doctor's. fever's gone down a bit, but feeling drowsy a lot cos of the medicine... my god.. the antibiotics is like a shit, man! ://

hopefully, school tmr. already missed the first day back... kentaaal.. i really wanted to be there to welcome the freshies leh.. ))):

:)

Hearts all over the world

2008-04-15T04:37:00.005+08:00

I got my selipar! (: hell yeahz I went all the way to town on a bloody Monday to get it.
Gonna save up for my shoessss next.

Btw, 4/4 reunion was sucha blast! I felt so.. homey.. and comfortable just being myself around them kcians..So many things to talk about and laugh at under the sun.. Gosh.. It's just so different with the classmates uh..

Aiyo, I'm being sentimental, and it's waaaay too early for all this.. Hah..

and Dang....... I've to be in school at 10 in the am for some meeting(kental.. i knew abt it last minute, and i think i was just crazy to agree to go straightaway.. haha dah lah.. i alr promised to turn up.. and sarah adnan tries nt to mungkir janji as much as possible. :).. And then, back home to pack, and later, dinner with the girls before going to school again..

it's gonna be a longggg week....

take care, people!

when someone is in your heart, they're never truly gone...

♥s all over the world,
Sarah